Hey, sorry I haven’t updated. I’ve been sick sense like Sunday night. It was a little ok, till Monday at like 1 p.m. But then it got really worst. I felt nausea, head ache, stomach ache, and like throwing up. I while tell you about it later or copy and paste what I told Barry. Sorry, but I’m still sick. To where today I went home after 3 classes. Here, I’ll copy and paste what I told him yester day.

~Alexa
—I’m sorry.

(more…)

Hey, here I am again.
               Thought I would stop by while Barry was sleeping.

~So last night was fun.

When I left I just talked to Barry for a while then had dinner. My mom was going to the grocery store so we had to make dinner cause she wasn’t going to. So my sister, Jj, got the pan ready and I put the food on it. So, it would get cooked in the oven. My sister kept track of the food putting out and all that. She didn’t burn it and it was good. So I was happy. Then I came back upstairs to talk to Barry on my comp. or lappy as I say. We watched Pans Labby. Its a REALLY good film. Its deffinately a much watch film. We were so happy then we were talking about something. That just made me think bad thoughts. About us we were talking about our age and I was asking him if it was really that big of a deal. He said it was like, “Emily and her bf. People saying that she shouldn’t be with him because his black. But what bussiness is it of people to tell her that its her life.” He said then, “Its none of their bussiness, if she loves him why would it matter. Its the same with us. Other people might notes our age difference. But we don’t. We are perfectly fine with our ages its not a big deal to us, so it doesn’t matter. Plus, you should worry more about our difference.” He laughed, it was sweet what he said but it just made me think that we have really big differences and how could it work. Also, that he might not like me because of those differences. I became sad and I was grumpy at him for having said. He realized and he gave me little kisses. I didn’t kiss back, I always kiss him and say I love him cause  I do no matter what. So I go, “Is it bad we’re really different? I always thought it made things interesting” and he goes its not bad its just difficult trying to find things we both like. This he said was because one of us one to do something and the other whats to do something else. I kept silent my brain was still analyze everything to a tee. He hates that, he doesn’t mind it but he hates it. This because I’m a negative person, no he didn’t say or would ever say it to me I just know I am sense before him its just who I am. He hates it because as I negative person analyzing things sometimes makes me take things the wrong way which in turn makes him look like a bad guy and makes me mad at him. This is when we start to fight. Its not fighting, fighting but petty little arguements. Where, most of the time I yell at him, rant or say mean things because I thought he said something mean to me, did something wrong, or grumped at me. I’m too spoiled and his created a monster. We don’t fight so much though. Well we did this week and thats because I’ve been grumpy easily. Mood swing, Lex.  Anyway I became grumpy and he kissed me more to cheer me up. It usually works and he said it does make things interesting though. Then I just kept quiet like if I was falling asleep and he just listen to my breathing. I always fall asleep on him. Its the only way I can sleep now a days. If he isnt here, I can’t sleep. So I told him he should go to bed, he tried to protest, but he would do anything even leave to keep me happy. That and well he was tired. He soon went to bed, I went downstairs. I stole the remote for the TV and went to SOD(ShowtimeOnDemand) after flipping through channels of course deciding to watch Dexter. It was really good, so after a while my mom and sis that are still up start going ooo what she watching and come over and start watching. I had to pause it a couple times to explain it to them. So we decided to watch the 2nd Episode after finishing the first. The begin with him shaving and making breakfast ABSOLUTELY discussed it my mom and sis. I was going whats so wrong with it, its just breakfast. They were like yeah, but the representation of killing and blood. I laughed at them. The show looks pretty vial. But its not its kinda funny and unique very interesting and just out there. I loved it. Adding it to my list of shows. Ooo…list time!

~~SHOW LIST—I’ll add more later when I can think

1. Dexter
2. Big Love
3. Gilmore Girls
4. Little People, Big World
5. Honey We’re Killing The Kids
6. Doctor Who
7. TorchWood

–Cut to Last Night
So, I love Dexter now. If I didn’t say that before the list. Sorry, I’m a list person. I like making list and organizing things. Although you will not see my room ever be organized. Its my own very special place where I have a mess because it frees my soul to know I’m not a total anal person. Just because you act something doesn’t mean you are. Soon, after we finally went to bed at like 3:30am. Barry was gone and I had only my Ipod (Its a nano) to keep me company. Which made me fall asleep about 30 mins to an hour later. Usually longer, but I was tired and had a headache. My body was aching for sweet slumber.

–TODAY

I woke up late, no surprise there. I woke up at around 11:27 am. Which is pretty late. I got on the com, Barry is on but his not there so I quickly slipped into the blog and made this blog to update you and not feel so lonelly. Its 12:03 and I’ve been writing this blog for a little over 20 mins.

I should go a new day is waiting and I need to type an essay for english YUCK! But I like the Dover Beach Poem Lots! So, that better be a good sign. I’ll see you later. I’ll probably rant about somethikng else.

I LOVE YOU ALL!

Hey, I’m Alexa. I’m new and this is my first blog. I’m not going to start by ranting about me at the moment because theres an about me and you can hear my rant there . But I guess I should still introduce myself. I’m 16 years old and act old for my age. Sometimes…other times I act like a total loon. I’m fun, smart, and crazy. My belief is an old belief that says the craziest people are always the funnest. I have a bf that I absolutely adore. His name is Barry and his adorable. We’ve been together about 11 months almost. Meaning April 21, 2007 be our 11 month aniversary. I’m a silly girl I keep track of this stuff. Dear God! I’m ranting anyway, I have a family an odd one but they count. ~END OF RANT

–ON OTHER NEWS–

I started this blog a while ago but totally forgot about it. Shows how ditzy I am. ICK! Barry is IMing me. Oh yeah, thats why I forgot about it. I seriously spend too much time with him. He doesn’t know of this blog though too. Well, he does, but he doesn’t. He knows I created a blog on wordpress.com. But he can’t read it because its my online journal. So he doesn’t have the URL all though he could easily find it. He knows my password to my email. Hehe, not a good thing. But I trust him. Only if I could get him to give me his. It wouldn’t work well. I’d get hurt and be jealous reading his old emails to his exs. Which is why it’d be bad if he did look in my email he’d read my emails to my exs. Then knowing him, he’d tease me. Jerk, lol kidding I love him! . If I start ranting about him. I truelly am sorry and feel bad for you. Just his my first real relationship and longest. I adore him for having the courage to put up with someone like me. Its trully a challenge. But that isn’t always a bad thing for guys, they love a challenge. We, girls, don’t need a challenge we love making them chase us. MINXY! Thats me, I forgot. Thats what I’m called the Minx.  Moving on, I’m listening to the Chobits theme. Best Anime! Its a most see. So life here in Ohio is pretty dull. I might be getting 28 days later. I have to write an essay on the “Dover Beach” poem and Farenheit 451. I like the poem, its pretty good. I think one of the most touchy poems I’ve read. I’m not a big poem reader and I like books but mostly romance. I love films, I’m a film person and very picky. But thats just me. I hate writing poems though. I’m going to watch Pans Labyrinth or Pans Labby as I call it, sense my spelling sucks later. Its mostly in spanish as I hear so I might be able to understand it. Oh yeah, I’m bilingual. Told you, my spelling sucks. I’m glad its cold and rainy out. I love the rain! Also because theres this bird that makes this like evil laugh sound when he chirps and its really loud and he sits on the tree thats right outside my window that the windows is closest to my bed waking me up and giving me the creeps. One time, I actually thought there was a creepy guy in my room laughing evilly while seeing me sleep, which is very creepy!

I have to go, I’ll add more later. I really like having a new private journal. Also, I might add a layout or something.

~ConvoClip~-This is me being silly.
H8 is Barry
H8 says:why webcam lol
Alexa says:lol cause
Alexa says:idk
Alexa says:cause i said so bitch