I wanna die sometimes.

Its been offly long, I’m really tired. But I came home at 11 am!!! *squeals* I’ll explain in a second.

So…Hey

~Last last or w.e last last last something week.
I don’t remember but I was sick and it was just craziness. I really didn’t feel good and this whole doctor its kinda bluah now. But I feel much better now

~Last Week
I was realling cranky at Barry. Like we were having fun but the slightest thing near the night would piss me off and we would start arguing. But thats nothing new me and him argue more and better then any couple I know. Which I like because it does mean we care and it happens in every healthy relationship. Plus he loves me and he has patience for me and he understands that I’m nut case. Ok, I’m not a nut case. But he does call me fruit cause I spasm easily. Lol, I’m a mood swinger. Rwar! I’m so lucky to have a guy like him be able to put with me. I figured out why I was cranky though. I always get cranky a week before my friend. Its just how he works. My friend had gone missing for 2 months and I was so excited to find out I got him back. Yes, I know a girl actually wanting to have her friend. By the way by my friend, its not literal! But I was starting to get scared. I was freaking going “Oh my god! I’m virgin marry.” Barry had a  good laugh at me when I told him I wasn’t no virgin mary. The nut case! Kidding. I do talk about him enough. *sighs* But his my world. What would I do without him? Who would I be without him? Where would I be? How would I feel? Easy, I couldn’t do anything without him, I would be no one without him, I’d be dying something without him, and I would be dead and crushed. Sorry, we have a strong bond. People don’t understand….:( some of my friends that know about him kind of think it

SO SORRY I HAD TO GO AND I COULDNT FINISH I TRY I REALLY DO JUST ITS BEEN SO CRAZY LATELY FORGIVE ME!!!