Everythings…is better. Its all ‘All Right.’ I hope I think.

So thoughts, because I feel tired, exhausted, drunk, and dazed. Hopefully thoughthe meds will work and I’ll be back to myself soon enough.

I was thinking of you
I was dreaming of you
I wondered about you

In this life we live,
In the shadows we hide
I just can’t believe
Everything was so out of sight.

I missed you
With all my heart
Even through
Hours, Minutes, and Seconds.

You were my only thought.
You will always be my only thought.
I live to be with you

Now
And I don’t know
What it would be like
To live without you.

I’d rather die
Then never have you around.
Never to be with you

To be held by you
To be touched and caressed
To be in love
To feel everything is just right

I’d much rather die in your arms at your side.

I guess I’ve been fooling myself for far too long. Its only been a couple hours, but I can’t deny the fact I have been running from it. So, me and B fought again. You all are probably going “about what? whats the big deal?” I haven’t an idea what we fought about. :’( He was acting strange. His never cussed at me even when I have him. His a gentle even when I’m a rude bitch. He came on and I poked some fun at him for coming on late as I always do. Then he was like fu and something stupid normal guys say he said. He said “your mom.” I was shocked, appalled, and taken a back. He has never just acted and blurted something out like that maybe, if I had started. But I didn’t it was weird, he was being rude to me, I got offended and he sent me his picture of the building he was working on. I said it was awful, and bye because I didn’t like his attitude. He left though he was like why do I even bother. I didn’t say it to hurt his feelings not exactly I just said it because he’d been mean to me. Am I wrong?

lex

Hi…um everybody who reads this. If anyone ever does. *sighs pathetically*

Life has yet to be any more interesting then usual and sense I can barely explain why it is so. Due to stupid things like law issues. Ok, not law issues just I try to keep at least some spice into what I know.

Just so who ever reads this and gets confused I’m watching dot hack sign, so just a little distracted. I should really be getting ready for school. But I’m not and its no big deal.

*stretches and yawns*

My laptop is absolutely dead. I have no clue what happened exactly. However the charger is dead!!!! *cries* Also, I can’t obtain a new laptop till June. Way too long, but I guess I’ll just have to move on.

~Interupted by Mom calling even though she left 10 min. ago!

Latest Updates of life

• I watched all of “The Girl From Tomorrow.”
  I’m writing a book type of thing with a friend. – Its still untitled.
  I have to go to school and its  graduation testing for sophmore’s and freshman. So as a junior I only have to go for AP Reviews and I don’t really have to shadow. But I’m still going in the morning for the movies just to hang out with friends.

I’ll have to finish this later I have to finish getting ready.

Love ya, LEX

 original 1/19/2008 

omfg

OMFG

i’m so going to kill someone im so going to renninson or w.e her name even though she is awesometastic author

i want my last installment of confessions of georgia nicolson

OMG OMGoodygoodgod ROBBIE MASIMO ROBBIE DAVE MASIMO ROBBIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*TEARS TEARS COLLAPSES