So today’s horoscope says this…

Gemini

Getting through the day may be tougher than you thought it would be — especially if some rather distressing news arrives. Just don’t try to avoid the situation. It won’t work, so be brave, meet it head on and deal with it. That means no calling in sick to work, no asking to leave early and no dragging yourself through the day pouting. Be brave, be meticulous and take care of business like the mature, responsible grownup you are.

Really grown up? Me? Damn it! Yes, I did think it would be easy seems it won’t my darling family will object to that. Deal with it? I won’t I’m having a party and no one is coming. Deal?! Hah…..

Hi,

Well, I have no clue what to write about, or feel like I want to write anymore. I mean seriously WTF is with me. I feel like I’ve been drunk all week well sense Thursday and like having hang overs and etc that come with being drunk. I guess its my “friend” but I feel very antisocial that I started going on tc (aka Truechat).

I know I said I would give advice, but OMG (Oh my Gosh!!) someone help me!

Well, music helps but I need something to hear. Lol, I’m listening to Sugar Ray and its helping clear my head. I know his old but still good.

Oh good news, thinking so much that I’ve almost come up with a plot line for my story!

I’m scared of putting it on here cause I want to have a copyright law on it cause I want my writing to be protect by law .

Also been thinking that I love Barry very much. Like really love, like true love and…..well I’m scared to death of it. See I’ve only been in love like twice my whole life and the first time I don’t know if I was really in love or it was because he was my first real crush. But I’m scared because when its all over I’m going to be hurt badly. Also I don’t think Barry loves me like that yet. *sighs* I mean he loves me clearly (not sounding pigheaded just you know its not my fault its true, atleast I hope it is) but he doesn’t love, true love me. But you know it takes time and well atleast he does love me in someway. I don’t know. I JUST DON’T KNOW ANYMORE!

My whole life has just gone upsy turby and bad. I gained weight because of the whole 2 months that my “friend” didn’t come over. So I need to get excercising. I need to start my homework for school next year. Lol, yeah I have summer home work. I say this while smiling because I’m a total dork and think its cool. All though when it comes to actually doing it thats a whole other scenario.

Anyway, I saw Teen Witch and omg that brought up so many memories of my child hood. Well it did when my sister started remembering all the shows she watched and couldn’t name them and I named them for her.

Oh my god, I miss Sammy so much. Sammy was my best friend. We called her our cousin cause Sammy, my sis, and me where inseperable. We were so close. Crazy how when we moved to that house it took me 3 months to have the courage to talk to her. Its insane. Shes year older then my sis well kinda. Same year 1994 but she was born in Feb and my sis in Dec. So almost a year. I love Sammy. She was our neighbor our bestfriend and so much more. My sis and I got these ugly hair cuts when we were kids and when Sammy saw she was all like omg I want my hair like that. She tried cutting her own hair and she was like 4 or littler. We looked like tripplets. We did everything together spend the night at well her house. Sammy got scared spending the night and well it didnt matter cause we live next door to each other. We would go to Don Jimmys house on the other side of my house and play on his mary-go-round because he let us sense noone used it more then us. We would pretend we were on a train running from a hurricane or just spin it fast and faster. We always pretended we had these powers. I miss it and this is where my story line comes. I have a story a plotline we mad up as a group. Of what we played and Its so silly but I think its really good. I wish it were true. Then none of this would matter cause I’d still be who I was then.  We moved and I’ve hardly ever spoken to Sammy. Not cause I can’t call her or write her or talk to her. But because it is just difficult for me. Did I mention her family was like mine? My best friend my age was Lauren, Sammy’s cousin. We were all close cousin sisters neighbors. I wonder what they are doing now. I think I’m talking too much about this.

*cries*

 Bye bye

Love
-Lex
P.s. HI SAMMY 

~ByPass~ Songs On Now Need To Download
The Automatic Automatic – Monster (Rock Mix)
Dark New Day- Follow The Sun Down
Switchfoot – Oh Gravity
Eve 6- Think Twice
Finch -What It Is To Burn
The Exies – Different Than You
Collective Souls – Hollywood
Evans Blue- Cold (But I’m Still Here)
William Tell- Fairfax (You’re Still The Same)
Paramore – Misery Bussiness
Mellowdrone -Oh My
Operator – Soulcrusher

Hey,

Its been a while!!! I thought I’d update!

I’m 17!!! My birthday was Monday, June 4th. All I have to say is I have to get my head straighten on. I’ve been thinking about what I’m going to do with myself. That way, I’m not a bum. So I though I need a job! I told my mum and we figured we’d ask Cody (My stepbrother) if he could get me a job at the pizza place he works. Sense his my stepbrother and the closest thing I’ve had to a brother. Also cause his an assistant manager or a manager which means he could probably get me a job easily there. Hopefully! 

           I’ve been thinking that I want to travel go on a road trip during the summer I turn 18. So I want to save money for that.

          Not much has happened. Besides me being a lazy bum. Which theres nothing wrong with that. But it makes me feel useless.

        I’m lonely too. No sister (She is at a friends house. Not that you need to know that.) No Barry (Who knows where his at.) So I’m bored too. Loneliness + Boredom = Bad!!!

       Also to anyone who views this blog (I don’t really know why you would view it. Its a bit dull) comment back.

      I want comments for…..~LIST TIME!~

COMMENT REASON LIST
1. Feedback (Like is it stupid boring or just BLECH)
2. Advice (Should I fix something? Should I talk about the world? Politics? Animals? HELP)
3. Relationships(I want to meet people plainly so comment and I’ll reply and we could be friends or enemies whichever you perfer)
4. How Can I help you comments (I like giving advice so have a problem ask moi/me and I’ll help you)
5. Feedback for YOU (Comment me ask to view your site, cause I really don’t know how to make friends on this so looking at your site might teach me or just make me like yours.)

I think thats it. Hehe SO COMMENT. I know I sound desperate. Sorry!

Love ya,
Lex o.O
P.s I sound like a nutcase!

So, I’m bored and tomorrow is my birthday. I’ll be 17 and well so far this weekend has been shitting. I haven’t gotten any suplies for my party. I don’t want to do it for it and its this coming saturday on June 9th. I feel tired and dead. Frankly, I’m just so sick of bullshit. My sister got lectured by mum on friday about the movies thing. She cried and then the next day it was like it hadn’t happened. She isn’t grounded. She isn’t anything. She went out with Kylie (Our little neighbor, shes adorable.)  She talked on the phone with her best friend Kayla who got her in trouble to begin with. She is still allowed on the com and its just BULLSHIT! I mean really. So mum and me where arguing and I was the one that was painly in trouble for shit. Oh yeah for saying I didn’t want my sister at my party and telling mum how to raise her. But seriously my sister is so disrespectful and rude. Why should I invite her at all? Cause I’m forced to so finally mum listens to me with no arguing and she makes my sister apologize to me because of how stupid and bratty and disrespectful she was to me. So yeah, I’m done talking about this. I thought Sense I was bored I’d add some pictures to my blog. So here you go.

ERROR ERROR

This is our home in secondlife. Barry made the textures and built it. It has no furniture yet.  Barry made me take it off. ASS!!!

 This is my icon, hehe.

Wow, adding photos on here is weird. They won’t go where you want them to go. So, I’ll have to figure it out. Also I don’t know.

Bye now,
Lex
P.s. I’m sorry for the suckiness.

Hey, me again.

            So my loving sister wants to go to the movies with her friends. Dad kept saying no cause then if something happened to her it would be his head. So for her to stop whining going QUOTE “My social life is over, ever sense mom got her new job. I can’t see my friends anymore :’(“ *Wah, wah….waaaaah!* So being that I’m the nice sister I am. I intervined and said I would go to get her to shut up. But we have no money. So we’re going to pay with change. I love my life, I really do. NOT! I got conned. :’( and I’m using my money to watch some stupid kiddy movie. YUCK.

Till Later!

Love,
Lex
P.s. Never try to be the nice guy or girl.

Hey, Lex here!

             So whats up? Well not alot here I guess. Hmp, I don’t know its all kinda weird. My lifes been up and down and turnaround. Lol btw (By The Way) thats from Hellogoodbye. I love them. Thanks Spencer. I fell in love with them after hearing at his myspace. Did I mention before? I hate myspace.

             So not much has happened. I don’t think, if it has I really don’t feel like talking about it AKA I don’t care.

              My birthday is this Monday and it should be thrilling. No not really so far no presents and if any. The party is that Saturday on June 9th.

               Then on June 11th Chuy (his nickname aka Josive? Jesus? w.e) is going to be staying my family for a week. I’m nervous cause we grew up together and his my age and I haven’t seen him in forever. I have to share my room with my little sister. Which is very YUCK! But what can I do. I’m just a girl.

               So lukettylwillie, I’ve fallen in love with his videos cause his acting is awesome and he reminds me of the bear. So I really want to make youtube vids and I’m so jealous of him. But what can you do? Not to mention I looked at his stickam (Ha, I am not a stalker. I commented his vid and he replied and I was like he seems nice maybe I should talk to him and I perfer stickam to myspace even though I use neither. So I looked for it and found him. Ok, slightly stalkerish but I’m just nosy and really lonelly when Barry isn’t around so its really sad. But I think I’ve become antisocial and don’t know how to socialize this is why I used to use TrueChat. Anyway!) I was looking at his stickam profile and I fell in love. No not with him. With the song in his profile. AKA Bittersweet Symphony!!!! It ROCKS!

               So yeah. Hm….what else to talk about. Lol, I’m boring.

               Oh yeah mine and Barry’s anniversary for a year happened. We did nothing cause that week we were having a grouch fest. Still kinda are. I have my friend and Bear well its his time of the month too. Lol! He doesn’t have a friend but he is kinda like  having sympathy pains if you think about it cause I have it too. Usually tho its a week before my friend then happiness. So we aren’t grouchy anymore. Just finding time to be with eachother is slightly difficult recently but we’re working it out. Alls good. Really. I hope it is. I don’t know. We’ve been watching films. Great ones yesterday. Some scary funny and way out there. They really are fun to watch with him though. I love Mister Snookie. Hehe. He said his going to send my a present and I know he has it but he need a box so its nothing to get here for a while yet. I’m counting a month. It pisses me off and he knowas and then it pisses him off and then we argue and then we both feel bad and we apologize. I guess we have an argueing routine cause I do it so much.

                        But its cause A) I admit it I like pouting and slightly argueing B) He pisses me off and C) If we don’t argue its strange for me, I mean I can’t tell him things that I can’t say directly if we don’t argue. I don’t know I like arguing its part of a relationship. I love him and I don’t do it to hurt him its just…..I’m a nut case. Plain and simple. But his patient and loving and I appreciate everything he does for me. Theres no one like the bear. I adore him but its just who I am. Not to mention if he tried to change who I was……we wouldn’t be together cause I believe if you love someone even if they have things like arguing you’ll stick through it cause their worth it. I want the bear to feel like I’m worth it. I don’t know if I am. But I try to change myself a little to fit him even though I’m not good at change but I try. Cause my bear is so worth it and so much more. I wish he knew.

                 Oh yeah, I sent him the link to this cause the whole suicidal thing scared me. I was sad depressed mad and I don’t rememeber why anymore. I have multiple personalites not really but I have very strong emotions. I’m slightly bipolar so yeah. Drama MINX.

                  Hehe, I’m so sick of talking about me. So I’ll finish talking about me soon and talk about something else. 

                 So school is over. I passed my OGT’s (Ohio Graduation Tests). I got two advanced in Math and Social Studies. Also I got Accelerated in Science, Writing, and Reading AKA the three subjects I suck at. So I didn’t need to take my Algebra2, English10, American History, and Biology exams. Then the art teachers decided if your a sophmore and passed all your OGTs you are excempt (or however you spell it) from that exam. Then Yinger (Keyboarding teacher) said that too soo…..
THIS IS MY NORMAL SCHEDULE
Per. 1 – Alg2
Per. 3- Spa2 (Spanish)
Per. 5/6 – Bio A/B (Advance Bio)
Per. 7/8- Eng10
Per.  9/10 -Keyboarding
Per. 11 – Intro to Art
Per. 12 -U.S History
THIS IS THE EXAM SCHEDULE
Friday June 1st
Per 1 – Per 1/ Alg2
Per 2 – Per 3/ Spa2
Per 3 – Lunch
Per 4 – Per 12/ Hist
Monday June 4th
Per 1 – Per 5-6/ Bio
Per 2 – Per 9-10/ KeyB
Tuesday June 5th (Also Last Day Of School)
Per 1 -Per 7-8/ Eng10
Per 2 – Per 11/ Art
THIS IS MY SCHEDULE
Friday June 1st
Per 1 – NO EXAM
Per 2 – Spa
Per 3 - NO EXAM
Per 4 – NO EXAM
Monday June 4th
Per 1 – NO EXAM
Per 2 – NO EXAM
Tuesday June 5th
Per 1 - NO EXAM
Per 2 – NO EXAM

             So, you see I go or went to school today for my only exam aka Spa. Which I speak fluently and was EASY. I went for Per 2 and left after it and that was my last day of school cause I don’t have to go on Monday or Tuesday which is very woot woot !

That it about my life, lets talk about someone elses or facts.

My sister went to camp wilson and she had fun. Woot!

Barry knows about my blog and he thinks it feeds me. (the layout)

Mum is cooking dinner and yelling at me about cleaning the house during the summer.

Kelly, my dog, has disappeared. (Not really.)

Brookers videos suck now.

I know I’m not suppose to mention me but my hand hurts of typing. I should stop but I like the way it feels when you type your thoughts. Moving on….

This blog is stupid. I will call it that.

Can I go now! PLEASE! Grr… youstupid blogg.

FTljusdfgbkjghnfjdgdesfjndfhdrgb….sorry I lost my mind its been killed by this never ending blog. Wheres BARRY!??!?!?!

Goodbye now! Have a great day!
*creepy smile*

I love you all very much,
Lex

P.s. I say so alot.
p.S. Its alot of bullshit said.
P.s. I like making list, I’m sorry please forgive me.
P.s. Sorry, for the long list of tags I have for this blog in the categories thing, boredom.